Gue dedicate this page buat Tuhan.. hehehe… the dream giver..

The purpose of this page is to list the dreams that I have. The one yg udah difulfil ama Tuhan, and yg on the way. I’m going to update this mudah2an often with new dreams from Him or updating yg udah di fulfil…

Why do I do this?

Last night, I looked back on everything that He has done for me. How He loves me. How He cleansed me. How He took me out from the life that I had before, the life without love, without hope, dark and dirty. I am always thankful that He pursues and captivates me with His faithful love. And giving me new life and dreams. Since I let go of my past in 2006, slowly one by one He fulfills the dreams that I have.

My biggest dream is to serve HIM forever in my whole life, coz He deserves to have all of me. I’ve never found someone who loves me like He loves me, the lover of my soul, my 24 hrs comforter, my dream giver and fulfiller.

I’m truly flabbergasted by Him.

That’s why I want to write this list..

Beforehands, let me explain the legends.

(done) – x/xx/xx = udah di fulfil ama Tuhan with the date kapan difulfilnya

(on the way) = jalan smakin terbuka kesana

(doing it now) = self-explanatory

(not yet) = self-explanatory

So.. here we go…

Current dreams:30

Fulfilled: 9
On the way: 5
Doing it now: 6
Not yet: 10

1. (doing it now)


2. (doing it now)

Exploring remote places

3. (done) 13/1/07 – Johor

Adventure Steve Irwin style

4. (done) 3/8/07 – 8/8/07 – SummerMission

Doing seminar on Love, Sex and Drugs

5. (doing it now)

Counseling others who are broken, because of sexual abuse, love addiction, losing their identity because of their past.

6. (done) 12/11/06 – Christmas In The City

Act and direct drama about my life testimony.

7. (done) 12/11/06 – Christmas In The City


8. (doing it now)

Equipping people / discipleship / mentoring

9. (doing it now)

Make a difference in people’s life

10. (doing it now)

Testifying to public through written words or live

11. (on the way)

Making video production

12. (on the way)

Write a book or perhaps books πŸ™‚

13. (done)

Going places to do talks/seminars

14. (not yet)

Involved in Computer Graphic production

15. (not yet)

Ke jepang

16. (not yet)

Ke africa

17. (done) 25/04/09 – Ayam Penyet Resto, NovenaΒ  (hahahaha)


No eye has seen, no ear has heard,
and no mind has imagined
what God has prepared
for those who love him.
-1 Corinthians 2:9-

18. (not yet)

Have a golden retriever and a maltese πŸ™‚

19. (not yet)

Helping out in animal shelter

20. (on the way) – HAUEhauEhuAEh yg ini bener2 by faith man

Sing like ci maria πŸ˜› . Anointed and blessing for others

21. (done) 23/01/10 – Charis Methodist Church, Singapore

Married to the one from God.

22. (on the way)

Have children and be the best mum for them. Dedicating the whole family to serve HIM. This is what He promised me…

Then the angel of the Lord called again to Abraham from heaven.β€œThis is what the Lord says: Because you have obeyed ME and have not withheld even your son, your only son, I swear by MY own name that I will certainly bless you. I will multiply your descendants, beyond number, like the stars in the sky and the sand on the seashore. Your descendants will conquer the cities of their enemies. And through your descendants all the nations of the earth will be blessedβ€”all because you have obeyed ME.” (Genesis 22:15-19)

That promise was given to me on the 19/8/07

And tgl 9/8/07, Pastor Danny’s nubuatan…

“your partner will come and together you will reach the multitude. You will be spiritual parent for the broken….” πŸ™‚

23. (not yet)

Mom and Dad reconciliate and make God the centre of their lives

24. (done) 22/05/07 – Through Friendster πŸ˜›

Reconciliate with my first ex boyfren. The start of things that turned bad in my life.

25. (done) Sometime in 2005 – Through emails & MSN

Reconciliate with my third ex

26. (not yet)

Punya rumah yg bener2 comfy, full of sunlight, white picket fence style lah with garden hihihi.. and di suburb.

27. (not yet)

Adopt a child or some group of young people. Blessing them financially. The reason of this, coz each time I went for mission trip and met some girls, I really pingin banget membangun mereka. I want to invest in their future. I see their eyes full of hopes and dreams, but they are being hindered financially coz they are very poor. Maybe, one day, I will open an organization/yayasan yg gather all these young girls or even boys, building them spiritually and in Godly education as well. To be powerful soldiers of God and mereka ga usah pusingin biaya… πŸ™‚


28) (on the way)

Have my own library with good resources of Christian books.

29) (not yet)

Ke Israel

30) (not yet)

Ke Korea (prayer mountainnya)

31 Responses to “The Dream Giver”

  1. 1 Alfian May 17, 2008 at 7:26 am

    Keren abiez Non…

    Betapa mulianya dream loe…

    jadilah menurut imanmu….

  2. 2 Manik August 3, 2008 at 12:24 pm

    Waw… panjang sekali Listnya πŸ˜€

    Semoga Tuhan selalu Menyertai πŸ˜‰

  3. 3 edwin November 10, 2008 at 11:19 pm

    dreaming is free. DREAM BIG =D

  4. 4 nelotte November 11, 2008 at 9:56 am


  5. 5 jafeto April 23, 2009 at 11:43 am

    Dasar INFP ahahahahahaha… Full of Dream πŸ™‚
    Dalam hal ngimpi kita ini sama ya Nell πŸ˜€

  6. 8 Jenderal Nathan December 21, 2009 at 5:08 pm

    actually, this page blesses a lot of people a lot!

  7. 10 Nanda January 29, 2010 at 8:35 am

    ci nel… aq tertarik banget ma perjodohan dalam rencana TUhan hehehehe nah ci nel kan dapat si Mr.G dari God, bisa share ga? entah dikuatin melalui mimpi, pengliatan atao apalah… share dong, soale bagq LSD…if u don’t mind (sambil pasang tampang memelas nie)please!!!!!!

    • 11 nelotte January 29, 2010 at 9:57 am

      oh.. hehehe emang banyak yg minta gue tulis sih.. AHEuaHEuAHEAE.. udah in the process, tapi ga selesai2.. wkakkakakaka. Rencananya mo posting a few weeks before merit, ternyata cuma masih 30% an skarang, karena bener2 prosesnya panjang hAUEhUAHEAHEaE. But it will come soon… *hopefully* πŸ˜›

  8. 12 Nanda January 29, 2010 at 10:17 am

    ditunggu buangets, dari awal dicomblangin mpe akhirnya merit yooo wuahhhhh cant wait to read it…. ^^

  9. 14 redsuitee April 20, 2010 at 11:55 am

    wah yang ini aku juga punya dream book sendiri..
    jadi pengen ikut ditulis juga deh..
    cause hari-hari ini banyak banged yang digenapin sama Tuhan πŸ™‚

    terus jadi berkat ya, jie.. πŸ˜‰

  10. 16 aulleaul May 27, 2011 at 4:53 pm

    ini bener2 mulia: Make a difference in people’s life

    kamu kessos banget deh, kessos itu kesejahteraan sosial, salah satu jurusan, kessos udah banyak di univ2, kayak UI, Unpad, UMJ, IISIP

    Good Luck dengan dreamnya…

  11. 17 Viryani Khogianto July 14, 2011 at 12:58 am

    cici keren uy!!! what an inspiration.. make me want to dreams more πŸ™‚ thanks alottt for sharing

  12. 18 dianne January 19, 2012 at 2:03 pm

    Kadang klo baca2 blog nya ci nelly, suka takjub, “kok bisa ya hahahehehihi padahal pergumulannya segudang.
    Kadar “should take it seriously” nya ama “not to take it serious”nya bisa ampir imbang begitu. πŸ˜€
    Tp kayanya hidup hrs gitu ya klo ga bisa gila atau jd semena2. Hahahah

    Like the post about “bayar harga kesalahan yang dilakukan org lain”. Lupa sih tepatnya yang mana. Tp pas baca memang lg ngalamin. Skrg lupa dimana πŸ˜€

  13. 20 dianne January 19, 2012 at 11:23 pm

    Hehe, iya maap πŸ˜›
    Nanti kalau pas ketemu yang mana post nya ya ci, saya komen lagi.

  14. 22 desi July 5, 2012 at 11:24 am

    i’m very blessed with your blog.. may God use more than we can imagine.. ^^

  15. 24 Gugun July 24, 2012 at 6:17 pm

    for no 27. i think you can help them out through these several websites: (child sponsor ~ USD 38/mo); (child sponsor ~ Rp 150,000/mo). there are many other options as well, like one-time donation, gift donations, etc, so that you can help them according to your capability. πŸ™‚

  16. 26 Trisie Pratiwi Setiawan October 29, 2012 at 4:19 pm

    salam kenal cici! udah bacain blogs-nya, so bless ci πŸ™‚ hehehe.. saya saudaranya Dianne yang pernah kirim Keiku cake pas cici di Bandung hehehe, saya dikasih tau blog ini juga sama dia..

    keep up the spirit ci, no matter what, inspire with you and wanna write the blog nih jadinya πŸ˜‰

  17. 28 Winda Yunnal February 2, 2013 at 11:40 pm


    saya diem2 baca blog nya, begitu liat background ehh requestnya jgn diem2 alias komen biar tau.. hehe.
    saya diberkatin banget sama blognyaaa~ keep keep keep keep writing πŸ™‚
    i really want to meet you (and AIDEN!!) in person πŸ™‚

    i also have a (illustration) blog,
    do a visit if you like!

  18. 30 Sophie May 26, 2014 at 8:21 pm

    Hi Ci Nelly, I was so blessed when I found out bout your blog last year. Pengen kenalan dr dulu tapi i was so shy hahaha. Do you mind to let me know your e-mail? Thank you beforehand πŸ™‚

  19. 31 Anonymous April 7, 2018 at 9:13 pm

    thanks ci

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