There Is A Story Behind Every Picture

This is going to be a cool post…

I’m gonna put up my pictures from I was a baby till now.

Some will be funny, some will be sad. But all of them punya makna tersendiri…

Let’s start….

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Ditaon 1978, lahirlah seorang Nelly yg aslinya mo dinamain Elizabeth ama my nyokap. Hehehe.

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That was me on the left. Yg laen adalah my cousins. Yg ditengah nama panggilannya Caca. Gue sangat2 deket ama mereka waktu masih kecil dan remaja. But when Caca in his teen, dia meninggal karena drug overdose. That was a tragedy in our big family. Everytime I look at this pic, I can only sigh.

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Me and my bro. Minggu lalu, anak2 pada kaget saat tau that I have  a bro hehehe dikirain single fighter. Gue sangat2 suka pake baju pink di pic itu waktu gue kecil. I think gara2 gue ngerasa bajunya keren dan sexy, karena bahunya terbuka. HAUEhaUEhAUEHAUHEAE.. itu baru 3 SD udah ngerti sexy.. HAEUhaUEhAUEh parah…

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Inilah tampang gue waktu SMP (i think). Jambulnya tinggi dikeriting, alisnya tuh OMG gue ga tahannnn!!! Pingin gue cabutin!!!! Btw that was my puppies…

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Look at me!!! What an absolute disaster!!!! Udah wardrobe malfunction, tampang gue penuh jerawat!!! Oh man!! I can’t believe saat itu gue anggep baju gue keren!!! HAEuHAUEhAUEhAUEhuAHEaE OMG BUANGET!! Btw ini saat gue SMA selama 6 bulan doank, and this was when my SMA frens came to the airport buat nganterin gue yg terbang skolah ke Spore.

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With my roommates pas ngekos di Spore, kira2 umur 17 an nih. Gue yg paling bawah loh. And I love my hair!!!! I wish I can cut kayak gitu lagi, tapi pipi gue dah tembem skaranggggg, ga cocokkkk!!!
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Then gue pindah ke Sydney buat ngelanjutin skolah.
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That was me giving the middle finger… . Iyeh dulu kan gue bandel banget, udah gitu gayanya cowo abis. Bajunya baggy2 gitu. Nah temen gue yg pake baju putih lagi ngetawain gue yg pose fotonya begitu. Dia anak gereja loh. Yg soleh bgt ke gereja katolik tiap minggunya. Makanya dia amused liat gue begitu. Hehehe.

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Ini gue bad skin lagi, and gayanya masih kayak cowo. Jelek buanget gile. This pic is funny, karena saat ini gue naksir tuh cowo yg bertelanjang dada for 2 years!!! HAUEhAUEhAEAE. Dia ada twin bro. Pertama kali gue naksir ama adiknya. Trus karena dia sukanya ama temen gue, gue lama2 jadi naksir ama kokonya. Ini kapan2 gue ceritain karena kocak abis. Gue disuruh sodara gue untuk mengungkapkan isi hati gue kepada nih cowo, alias nembak. And beneran gue lakuin loh… HAUEhAUEhAUEh and hasilnya…. sangat2 perlu diblog in hAUEhAUEHuAHEaE, lucuuu abissssss… , but next time ceritanya ya…
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Gue yg paling bawah lah, jadi feminin gitu ya? HAUEhAUEhUAHE  Btw, cowo yg pake jaket ijo, yg mirip banget ama bokap gue… ada ceritanya loh, dia sempat nembak and kasih gue tulip 12 biji ke gue sgala. Kekekeke… Kocak abis.  Baca disini deh.

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Waktu ditaon 1999.  Knapa gue item2in salah satu muka cowo disitu? My 1st ex bf lah. And I want to protect his identity . He was actually the start of all things yg went bad in my life. Everytime I look at this pic, I can’t help wondering kalo gue ga involved with this guy, maybe my course of life would be different…
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And this pic reminds me of when gue ran away from my Sydney home. Ga pulang for 3 days. Almost slept on the street… and this pic sebetulnya ada satu lagi, but it was submitted to the police so that they could look for me.

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Lulu… . My bundle of joy, my only strength during those times. But she was beaten to death by my 1st ex.. and she was only 9 months old..  She died on my laps…
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Abt 9 years ago nih. Gue yg disebelah kiri. This pic was taken, saat gue sudah lepas dari my ex bf. Lepas dengan susah payah.. hehe. You see, gue jadi so kurus gitu.. hehehehe

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I love these guys! Saat gue menghadapi banyak masalah ttg my ex itu, they were there cheering me up. Maybe they dont know how much it means for me yah till now. I love this pic banget. Kita pegi ke Gold Coast, maen2 for a few days, bikin gue lupa with my pain and heartaches, instead they filled my days with laughters. One of them, the guy yg pake baju item, yg merangkul gue itu, literally saved my life.. , gue kalo liat pic ini bisa sampe mata berkaca2…

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This pic was taken saat gue mao pegi clubbing hehe. Mulai dari sini, everything went downhill. Gue involved with the wrong crowds, guys, drugs, alcohol, smoking and hal2 laennya. Regarded as a wild party gal. Disinilah, julukan dancing queen emerged… HAUEhAUEhuAHEAE…

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And in the middle of those dark days, I met these guys….

*ah mao nangis lagi gue*

They welcome me as one of their family. Accepting me for whoever I was, no judgement whatsoever. From them, gue jadi kenal ama yg namanya Jesus. And dijamah personally by Him.

Remember, bol? this was taken saat kita retret di Kangaroo Valley. My first retreat.

Gue yg gayanya paling keren lah. Namanya juga dancing queen. But I’m a retired dancing queen now.. hehehe..

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Tiap kali gue liat pic ini, gue mao ketawa, karena gue dulu emang centillllll and genitttt!!!! Gue kalo maen drama slalu dapet peran yg genit, sampe dikenal ama senior pastor gue yg diSydney sbagai ’si pembantu genit’, coz she couldnt remember my name. Kalian2 yg di IFGF kan ga pernah pikir gue bisa kayak gitu hUAEHuAHEuAE, taunya juga ci Nelly galak. Ya itu lah gue dulu, keliatan kan roh centilnya. Tapi skarang roh itu sudah diteking dan tidak ada sisanya sama skali… AHEuhAEUhAUHEae HALELUYAH!!!

That pic was taken taon 2004, saat kita mao tampil drama di gereja, dan peran gue adalah penggoda kakek2 dan laki2. HAUEhAUEHUAHEAE.. Gue masih ada tuh VCDnya, kalian kalo liat pas ga nyangka that was me. Si Septi pas liat aja so amused karena gue beda banget ama yg disitu, alias gaya2 centil gitu.. hAUEhuaEHuAHEaE..

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Then I moved back to Singapore and met the IFGF-ans!!!! Hehehe… Love them too!!! Here, I was totally healed and in the process of restoration..

Btw, gue yg paling cantik didepan yah…
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Sometimes in June 2006…
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“Ci, ngomong2, cici umur brapa ya???”

*gubraks*

Since then, life would never be the same with you in the picture…

Sebagai penutup, below is a pic of me and my forever idol!!!
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She doesn’t have to do anything to cheer me up, just by hugging her aja gue udah hepiiii!!!! My ultimate stress reliever… heh heh heh

Carin!!! *love love love*

I’m ur biggest fan okeh!!! Not Davin!!!!!